hello everyone, YUHAN's birthday is nearing
HAPPYBIRTHDAY ah han(:

actually i wanna post because of my grandpa.
he's in TTK hospital, critical condition, stomach cancer, operating on monday.
doctor said he might not make it through. crap doctor. he will make it through. i'll pray hard...


my paternal grandfather is not around anymore. from young i don't really see him a lot of times, only on chinese new year, fathers' day and his birthday. these 3 days out of 365 days.


It is not like i don't wanna be with him or anything of that sort. it's just, the life my mom arranged for me in the early years of my life did not even allow time for me to watch television, let alone visiting my grandparents.



i rmb seeing him for the last time at his house, when he was lieing on his bed, already breathless. my grandmother held back her tears, and drew my hands on his cold skin. i was super scared.


on the day he was cremated, i could not force a tear out, when my grandmother jus broke down. is it because we are not very close?

now i only hope that my maternal grandfather will make it through.



through this i hope you would treasure the people in your life. it is fate that brought them into your life and you into theirs.

thankyou

vivienang